1st day with baby!!

Today should counted as the 1st day that i took care of baby (my holland lop bunny).

Well, i named him "Baby" but my mum named him as wang zai (lucky guy).

Whenever, i am not working, i wont wake up till noon time.

But today, i woke up at 8am. =)

Of cos, to take care of Baby.

But, i realised that his left eye was swollen & reddish.

He didnt eat his pellets.

He drink water since last night.

But he is such a good boy. He will pee & poo at the Pee Pan.

=)

So today, i make changes to his "house".

1) I bought a new water bottle for him. (Same design as those for hamster. I believe cos he isnt use to the new design that i bought yesterday). Well. IT WORKS. The moment i put in his "house". Baby starts to drink. =)

2) Pellets. Baby didnt eat his pellets since last night. He kept eating the Hay. I believe is due to his bowl. It is too deep for him to reach the pellets. So i change to a flat & small plate for him.

My Mum so cute. She gave Baby a small pillow (which is meant for my little niece to sleep when she is still baby). I also give Baby my BIGBANG Face Towel as his blanket. Lolx. Since Mummy loves BIGBANG, Baby must also love BIGBANG.

I also bought a pink bunny bag. Is so cute & sweet.

Now is raining & Baby is sleeping with his blanket onz.

Baby Bunny

Yeah!! Yesterday, i got my baby bunny, a holland lop bunny. I was so excited.

This morning, i even woke up at 8am to play with it.

I realised his left eye is red & swollen.

I feel so helpless now.

Maybe in the afternoon i will bring him to c a vet.

Clueless..

Omg!!!

2012 is coming!!!

2012 is coming in just a blink!!!

Times flies so fast!!

Since my last post till now, was already 6 months.

So many things happen!! Well, i guess i will start with my relationship first.

1) Relationship

I'm with another guy 3 months after i broke up with my ex.

I thought he is the one, Mr. Right.

He is indeed a nice guy. He will fetch me everywhere that i want to go. He gives me all the freedom i wants. He let me sleep at my own house.

But noone is prefect in this world.

He is more childish than i thought.

I understand that he is in tight budget cos he is studying part time at the moment. There are a lot of things he cant buy for me. I know & i understand that he is in tight budget. But sometime i wish that when i wish to resign from my job, he can support me till i found a new one but... haiz.

Lately, our relatonship turns sour. He started to show attitude. He started to use whatsapp (he kept telling my buddy & me not to whatsapp him as his handphone will hang).

I know i cant suspect him of being unfaithful or angry becos of flirting with other girls.

I just doesnt like when he start to show attitude whenever i reject to go his hse to slp or when i try to voice out my opinion when he is trying to explain things to me.

Let's see how things go.

Another thing is i will keep thinking of my colleague, let's call him J.

J is my super close colleague. When i'm still in procurement, we are already quite close. We will smoke or chill out together. But we never smsed ea other after work.

When i transfered to be Sales Engineer, we are more close than ever. Few of my colleagues said that 2 of us are like couple. He is my darling. You can imagine how close we are. We stick to each other from morning till we are off from work. Morning, he reach office, we go for breakfast. Noon, we go for lunch & tea break together.

I admit that i have a special feeling for him but it isnt love. I missed those times we chilled out. We will just sit down & drink. Playing with cards, drink, c him flirt with girls & singing. When he is drunk, i will go buy sweet for him, bring him go eat supper & send him home.

Beside my darling, Cynthia, J is another close fren of mine whom i can share my personal things.

But i guess after i resign, we will be stranger. haiz

2) Job

My last day is on the 20th Dec. I resign as a Sales Engineer.  A job that i cant imagine i worked for 3months. Anyway, i am going back to my procurement line. Hopefully, it will turn out well.

3) Pet

I will be collecting my pet bunny, a holland lop bunny on the 22th Dec. My 1st pet. =) I bought it myself. Although i hope my bf will buy for me but he never mention that he will buy for me till that day, i paid for the deposit, he says he will pay for the balance. Haiz..

Anyway, i am still thinking of what name should i give to my pet. But for my mum sake, i will let her name it.

That is all for now. I shall go and rest le. Will update again

Runaway Bride

My wedding had called off.

He is the one who called off & i agreed.

Worst thing was i dragged my mum down & got insulted by his mum.

I HATE PPL INSULTING/BULLY MY MUM.

I wan to settle al these things at the soonest & start things afresh.

I even cut my hair short.

I'm back

It's been so long since my last log in.

Alot of things happened.

I had STM (Short Term Memory), so there were alot of things i forgot.

I dont know isit a good thing or bad.

Next Year, i'm getting marry.

A happy ting??

I dont know.

Sometimes, i will ask myself "m i xinfu(blissful)?"

My hubby-to-be treats me well.

Maybe i demand too much??

Or he dont bother about my family.

I will feel that he dont care much about my family.

He dont care much about my family.

I know deep inside that i cant get well with his parents & been wishing hard that i can get my own flat.

Seriously, i dont like his "sister"'s family.

She is not his real sister. They baby sitted her when she is young & she became damn close to his family.

My in law treats them like their own family.

Even my mother in law's birthday, they will celebrate together cos the "sister" 's dad birthday also a few days away from my mother in law.

My mum's birthday also a few days away.

But we never celebrate together.

I always will bring my mum out for celebration.

My bf is always not there.

He will just bring my mum out for a simple dinner.

Yet he can bring his family with outsiders to a good meal.

Y cant he do the same for my mum?

He can went off suddenly when about to celebrate my mum's birthday cos his friend's wife is giving birth.

Maybe i am too petty but when i told him that i want to skip his mum birthday, he will be unhappy.

Y cant he just stand inside my shoes?

He thinks for himself more than me.

I always try to comfort myself that he cares for me.

All the bitterness i just kept to myself.

He doesnt know.

"Y dont u tell him how u feel?"

Cos even i tell him, he thinks i am making a big fuss.

He thinks is small matter.

Or he says he will take note.

In the end, back to square 1.

I am so sick of it.

My darling buddy asks me to extend my wedding.

Will it helps??

I dont think so.

We are together for 3 years.

I dont feel that he knows me completely well.

No. Not at all.